For SuM ReaS0N..i feel like i've beeN..

Scadalous/ Friday, August 5

kim wan..kim kim..Me..angie..joc!!

kim wan..Me..angie
kim wan and Me during MDE yr2/yr3 games

tkd was great!!! refer to joc or angie's blog fer more details!! finally my klass t-shirt is out!! not bad la..but ain't tt SUPERB TOO!! yeah..suddenly..my klass jersey is like TIGHT FIT!! omg..haha..fer almost everyone!! haha..and i saw tt pulse formotion adidas training jersey i was looking for!! I SAW A GUY WEAR!!!! omg..*gReeN*

smtg's been bothering me fer the past 2 daes..and it's still bothering mee..suddenly..i feel weird when i see u ..i'm juz lost and i dunnoe wad to sae..i wished all these didn't happen..and we might be happier this wae..=`[..med..i feel wad u feel too!! sumtimes i juz feel like a heartless crap who is juz so insensitive to ppl around mee!! y am i like tt man..maybe i should realli sit down..and consider..consider abt how i can return de love others gif me to them...should i? or should i not? if i do..am i doing it bcuz i realli feel it? or bcuz i feel obligated to do it? initiallly was de obligation issuee..but i realise now..it's more and more of how i realli wan u to be happie too..u set me in a dimension of me and u..and i dunnoe wad to do!! i'm so sry..so sry fer being so indecisive..so sry fer not being able to complete ur perfect picture..i noe u're waiting..ARGHHHhh..sry is all i can sae..and it realli cums forth my heart..i'm torned juz the wae u're torned..

wad will u do if u were me..wad will u do if u had sumone..sumwhere..whom u noe truely cares fer u fer a long period of time already..wad will u do..if he's the special first person u ever met in sch?! and wad will u do..if he's also the one who gifs u de assurance of happiness..? wad will u do..if u noe fer sure..he'll be dere to shoulder the sky if the sky ever falls upon u? wad will u do? if he nv cease to fail u no matter wad..and he's alwaes dere quietly to support u and endure all hurts u've inflicted on him? =`[ WAD WILL U DOOOOoo?!

special dedication to my dear xiao an.."thanks fer working so hard fer tkd..!! though it's great u've been training heart..plz do take good care of urself!! wake up early in the morning before the sun cums out and work til evening..den rush down to train fer tkd non stop til the sun goes down..and everydae is like tt fer u!! juz to let u noe..tt we all share ur pain fer sure..!! remember to stay happie!! and noe tt we are alwaes here fer u even though we might not be dere physically all the time!!!" same goes to joice and those who are training fer nationals!! [= WE'RE BEHIND U GUYS!!

indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
12:52:00 PM

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